Gone Forever

I can take absolutely no credit for the words I type in this post. I'm sharing a song that has gotten me through a lot in the past few months, because I feel it speaks to me, and I hope others will find the same comfort in it as I do.

Don't know what's going on,
Don't know what went wrong.
It feels like a hundred years, I
Still can't believe you're gone.
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes,
While all these walls surround me
With the story of our lives.

(chorus:
I feel so
Much better,
Now that you're gone forever.
I tell myself
That I don't miss you at all.
I'm not lying,
Denying
That I feel so much better.
Now,
That you're gone forever.

Now things are coming clear;
That I don't need you here.
And in this world around me,
I'm glad you disappeared.
So I'll stay out all night,
Get drunk and fuck and fight,
Until the morning comes, I'll
Forget about our life.

(Chorus)

First time you screamed at me
I should've made you leave.
I should've known it could be so much better.
I hope you're missing me.
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever.

And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever
I feel a little lame, not posting anything most people would call real. But to me, those words are the most real things I've heard in a long time. Pretty much everything on this album makes me feel. Which doesn't happen very often anymore, I'm afraid.

I leave you with that, Blog. YouTube it. There is no real video, that I know of. But the words, the music... it's best at a high volume.