Hey blog.
I've been really down lately. I'm not sure entirely what's up with it. At first I thought it was just the usual lack-of-sleep kind of feeling off. But I'm kind of doubting that at this point. I just always feel a little left out. Like I don't actually have any real friends, or something. Because somehow, I'm always here. On my sofa. Watching tv with my parents. Because I'm just that cool.
-sigh-
I'm honestly a little afraid to put myself out there. I don't think that I can deal with rejection just yet. I can't thrust myself into a situation where I just might hurt myself. My ego is fragile enough as it is, thank you very much. So while I sit here, tearing my hair out and crying in sheer frustration, I ask you:
Is it really worth the pain that's all-too-often inflicted to put yourself out there?
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