I'm a mess tonight. I couldn't tell you why. Maybe I'm just burnt out? In the past two weeks, I've had my four days off - plus a Stat holiday. That should've given me plenty of time to rest and rejuvenate, right? Nope. I've been busy. And stressed. And lonely.
And I think I'm getting sick. I feel disgusting. I can't sleep. Even when I do get sleep, I wake up exhausted. I'm irritable and nauseous all the time. There's this sporadic, dull pain in my lower left side. I'm more absent minded than usual - I need a break. I think that getting away from all of THIS loveliness surrounding my family, and my life in general right now would be a cure to all that.
I'll have to settle on an early night and a handful of advil, combined with a heat pack. Turns out, when you're an adult you can't run away from your problems. You just have to sit there and take it. Life is never easy.
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